20/12/21 &&&Journey of the Journeyman completes today

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This is a pleasant surprise for me.

The whole incident is a very intricate process.  I'm not going to explain every detailed step to reach this point:

Jizo Bosatsu agreed to [take] take the left-handed Red Sword and just like that the Mobius Strip is completed. Sparta 4964 is now on my desktop! Sacred Flint flows towards one direction and Kurenai (the Red Sword) flows towards the opposite direction At the intersection is Akuma Saishi aka the Demon Priest.

Just by adding Kurenai, Sparta 4964 is now one continuous flow between Xanadu and Wolfsschanze.

The same Mobius Strip can go very big or very small and still retains its property.

In this case, Sparta 4964 shrinks to fit on my desktop because Kurenai meets the requirement for it to [d]rink (shrink).  Otherwise, Sparta 4964 is like the inverted number 8 on my garbage bin (another coincidence?).  The top loop is extremely big, but the bottom loop intersects in CCC making it very small.

This video shows how the bottom loop goes around CCC:

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>>>#20/12/21 I had taken you all to Sirdratul Muntaha and I had kept *[kept] my words to Jizo Bosatsu

 * Right Sarah, there will not be torture in Wolfsschanze.

Therefore the next step for us is to complete the knot with minimum config and maximum impact.  With E.LS. and Personal Mastery, I shall complete the 21 km Els Dines Bukit Kiara Run.

That is my retirement package.  I Obey and Obey, 7:7.

Look, people...  I had shared with you everything I know for the past 22 years.  It is a simple differentiator be[] (between) ALL of us.  Whether you believe or you don't believe, you are right.

So if you choose not to believe, this is where we say goodbye.  Simple...  I have three years to go.

Let me reassert; I believe in God, the Afterlife, and the Judgement of Heaven.

Most importantly, I believe this God is fair. 

Sarah, for what's it's worth, all I need is B.L.E.S.S.

Those who don't believe are worm feed anyway.

THE RESPONSE THAT I GOT:

KISS THE RAIN, BILLIE MYERS

I had explained it before.  I am the God to my own universe, Sparta 4964.  All the while I am telling you that this is how I manage my universe.

I am just showing you how I do it.  You don't like it do whatever you like with your universe.

I think besides DO NOT WORSHIP THE STONE, I mention AUTONOMOUS GOVERNANCE AND THE ZEN OF PERSONAL BLISS the most.

Look, just because we do not get our millions now, doesn't mean you will not get compensated.  It's the Law of the Farm.  As you sow, so shall you reap.

Hey, remember this?

So, people...  Do whatever you like.

Only ONE condition... Keep on believing in God.

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19/12/21 ^^^Personal Journal, Vol. 1 December 2021

This is very annoying...  My Superfuidity Flask image had gone missing and *[there] it is no longer on the internet.

* Hahaha...  There is more than one way to skin the cat.

There...  The reward of persistence is I got to know that it's *[] (name) is the Klien Bottle hahaha.

* Now that we figure what it is, let's see how it functions.

A Klien Bottle doesn't have a mathematical and physical volume.  It doesn't divide the universe into inside and outside.

It is an elaborated Mobius Strip.

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The Universe Within and the External Universe are one.  The more I pierce the pinhole of  Mushin No Shin, the greater [] (the) impact to the outside world.

The journey is within.  By becoming Nothing, I am Everything,

For example, as I listen to my kigatsuku, I see my own path amidst the myriad of paths out there.

There are so many lines.  However, I only stick to my own line,

As a result, I discovered that my ikigai is through Personal Mastery.

That is my line.  To each is his own line.

This is the true meaning of Autonomous Governance and the Zen of Personal Bliss.

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19/12/21 ***Minimizing external communication

 It is a relief that I am now walking the path alone.

So the prerequisite is to keep it small and simple.  Just E.L.S. throughout the entire journey.

I did wonder if I don't make it.  No big deal.  There will not be...  I let you answer it yourself.

I am not interested in nonachievement.

From here, I just discard all the thoughts that are of no relevance to my success.

Personally, I am not even thinking of the finish line.  I am more interested in the process that I am going through these next three years.

As long as I focus on the process, I will get to my destination.

I MUST LOVE THE PROCESS.

I had defined three areas I will focus on:

• Athlete4Life
• Procreate
• Shogi

The rest *a[] (are) clouds in the coffee.

* Right, Sarah...  It's like training for the Olympics - It's not every four years.  It's every day for the next four years.

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Personally, I made major progress this year.  Alas, I still believe that I peaked too soon.  I am down for 3 months starting from October.

Only three months.  What is the root cause?

3-in-1 Coffee and Peanut Butter Sandwich 

 

Bukit Kiara is my trophy.  My nemesis is Sugar and Starch.

Personal Mastery is about repetition.

If I can withstand the repetition for the next [] (three) years, I am home free. 

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19/12/21 &&&From Nothing to Everything; the Journeyman's perspective

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Looks like the time has come for me to continue with [] (my) ascend based on the minimum provision.

Sarah, the programmed cell death had begun.  Shinu Kikai O Motomo.  Hey, let's start with a bang.

These are my last cards:

Either Nothing or Everything...

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>>>#19/12/21 The Journey from Nothing to Everything

 After toying with so many possibilities, this is what I had decided for these next 3 years.  I am moving from Nothing to Everything.

Basically, I am starting from an empty cup to claiming the whole teapot.

Already there [] (are) repercussions for tampering with the verbal contract.  Well, I told you all, each of you will have to pay the ferryman.

So if there are among you who want to play God, go ahead.

I had given enough evidence,

Maybe  I should remind you again?

Why bother...

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So now that I had gone through the Annual Review, I had concluded that I will go with minimum config for maximum impact.

That means I will only rely on E.L.S. for my sustenance in the next three years.

I will also continue to function as the Fire Chariot in my quest for Personal Maste[s]y.  However, although my actions are of a hisha, my mind is of the Dragon King.

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It seems that some of you want to test your prowess with me.  Very well...  Go ahead.

However, if you lose, your soul is mine.  You shall serve as the Ashigaru in Wolfsshanze for 17 years.

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18/12/21 ^^^This is my resolution for 2022

1. I need to stop sugar and flour NOW
2. Back to Athlete4Life
3. Start with sleeping at 9:30 pm and waking up at 4:30 am
4. Stop 3-in-1 Coffee
5. Weight 70 kg
6. Eat OMAD
7. Enforce Sharudin 7

So my communication model is back to E.L.S.

My goals are Private Victories

My mental model is to keep it small and simple.

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You know something, Sarah...  Martial art as a model is actually a discipline to deal with our biggest enemy, us.

Therefore my next journey is to prepare myself for my utmost challenge; a battle within myself.  In this case, I choose my battleground.  None other than Bukit Kiara.

I might as well call myself the Warrior Runner of Bukit Kiara.

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That's how it is.  I am not interested to compete with the masses.  My biggest enemy is me.

Sure, I can choose to do nothing.  However, I need to push myself to the limit.

Pretty much like Don Quixote in search of an adventure.  Or in a simpler form, when young men go for the Pamplona Bull's Run.

Ernest Hemingway's beloved novel, The Sun Also Rises (published in 1926), made Pamplona's bull runs & festival known around the world. The city, with a population of around 200,000, swells to over a million people during the festival in honor of the city's patron saint San Fermín.

With that in mind, I, therefore am going to live my own fantasy.

Will I do it differently in a different setting?

Well, suppose I have much more money, I can buy better things,  However, they are things within the same categories.  I may end up buying more or more expensive things but not necessarily better.

Perhaps, I eat out more and I travel more.  In both cases, it m[]y (may) not be the best thing to aim for considering that the koan is less is more.

What is the most valuable thing a person can have then?

•  Health?
• Freedom?
• Time?
• Power?
• Strength?
• Love?

What is the common denominator?

Life.

If you are dead, none of these matters.

Therefore, while I am alive, I will live my life to the fullest.

By that definition, I will follow the 10 Laws of Primal Blueprint.

Baby, if you notice, we are going in circles.  That's because the fundamentals are the Vital Few.

As long as we master the basics, the rest will fall in place,

That's why the next three years are for me to go back to the basics.

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18/12/21 &&&So what is the endgame here?

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Using minimum config to get maximum impact.

Sounds like Force 10 from Navarone.

That is the model it seems.  Therefore equipped only with E.L.S. I will complete the 21 km Hill Run in 2024.

That is the scope of the physical reality.  However the scope of my imagination extends from developing mental and physical toughness upto attaining eternal bliss because that is the range of *[] (my) mental capacity.

* That's a relief.  I thought I was the only one being weird.  That makes you, me and Els birds of [] (the) same feathers.

In this case, my boon as well as my bane is that I have a furtile mind.

I can see very far ahead.  As far as three life times away. 

All it takes is a believing mind.  One is good.  Three is excellent. More is supercalifragilisticexpialidocious.

Well, I served my Creator for 22 years.  From here on I just want to pursue Personal Mastery.  I am willing to sow the seeds of greatness [] (for) three years.  Not for anybody else.  Just [] (for) me and my House of Sha.

 I had delivered my Public Victory on 19/10/21.  Therefore by 1/1/22  I am back to being small and simple.

Now is to stake my claim on Bukit Kiara.  Even if I have to walk the whole way to complete [] (the) 21 km, I will still do it.

Personally, I like this Hero's Journey.  It's clear cut.

I don't have to do more than I should.  As I mentioned,  if I complete the 21 km Hill Run, that is my lifetime achievement.  It is my own worthy ideal.  All I got to do now is train my level best to achieve it.

It is a fair deal.  A quid pro quo.

This whole posting then is my Statement of Direction,                                

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18/12/21 ^^^A wet day reminiscing the Vision Quest

 I wonder, what is it like to go back to the basic configuration?

Suppose the model is just E.L.S.

Will *[m]e (we) reach maximum efficiency?

OK then, we'll go with that model.

Here is a thought. As we are getting closer to T-0, the vortex is spinning faster and faster.  This is something we have to be mindful of.  Conventional wisdom says we suppose to move from simple to complex.

However, if we want to go for a clean sweep, we must move in the opposite direction.

The koan is less is more.

Sarah, remember the time when we were so much in love and nothing else mattered?

I want to go back to that time.

I feel suffocated with all the patternicities.

I mean it when I say I am dying.

Constructive Destruction has begun.  You'll know it when your time is up.  There are telltale signs.

I want to die sooner.

You may find it's hard to believe but all these are just illusions.

If not, how do you explain those incidents that I mentioned to you?

How do you explain the patternicities and the alignment of my numbers?

How do you explain Fibonacci Sequence?

They are nothing more than the work of a magician.

Fine, we call Him God.  Well, if this God is a Fair God, then He is somebody that we can reason with.

So far he had been fair.

He can be many things.  However, all I am asking is for Him to be fair.  I can work with fair because I have yet to meet A FAIR HUMAN BEING.  Me included...

So, that's all I ask.  Whoever you are, if you claim you are God, then you better be fair.  If not, I am better off without a God.

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Now, Sarah...  Be mindful that the whole thing is God.  So the paradox is, when I talk to God, I am actually talking to myself.  Ironically, who I am is who God is.

Ideally, in Autonomous Governance and the Zen of Personal Bliss, if I am looking for a fair God, I must first be that person.

I am not surprised at all that when I meet God eventually, that God is me!

Therefore my god is a Fair God because that is what I desire in a God.

Pretty twisted idea huh, Sarah?

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18/12/21 ^^^This is my race and I intend to win it

Here is the truth.  You all made it to Sidratul Muntaha on 19/10/21 unconditionally.

Now is for me to seal the deal for myself.

If I want to, I can complete the knot, and whatever there is *belong[] to me.

* You had been adamant about it, Sarah.  Fine, I'll do it for the House of Sha.

If not, to each is his own Autonomous Governance and the Zen of Personal Bliss.

Therefore 25/12/24 run is about us, Sarah.  ONE TRIBE is a done deal.  I kept my word with Jizo Bosatsu, there will be no torture in hell.  Now is to collect the fee for the House of Sha.

The timing is perfect.  The next 3 years is the Journey to Personal Mastery.

If it is to be, then it is up to me.  Ultimately my biggest enemy is me.

So all the while, the test was on me.

I had won Wolfsschanze when I won over Iblis,  To win over Xanadu, I have to win over myself.

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You know, Sarah?  This is like one of those self-grading tests.  Your set the grade you want to achieve, you come up with the measurements, and eventually, you test yourself against the measurement[].

If it applies to me, then it applies to anybody.  This is what it means by Autonomous Governance and the Zen of Personal Bliss.  We decide on our goals, we set the criteria for success, [] (and) finally, just PAY THE PRICE!

Therefore, the whole thing is very democratic.  It's quid pro quo.  As you sow, so shall you reap.  Regardless of who you are.  My only advantage is I defeated Iblis.  Thus my trophy is Wolfsshanze.

It is my home anyway.  The[] (There) is one Wolfsschanze but there are ninety-nine Xanadu.  As I told you, there is no higher-arch-y.  It's like the Oklahoma Land Rush of 1889.  Go ahead and stake your claims.

Remember, decide what you want, set the success criteria, and pay the price.

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#traxxfm My 2021 lesson of the *[h]ear (year): https://2021tte-dec.blogspot.com/2021/12/181221-this-is-my-race-and-i-intend-to.html… It may not mean much to you. Alas, it's what's been served on my platter.

>>>#18/12/21 Good things happen to those who wait

 I had figured out how the whole thing works.

First, I need to have the right thought.

Then I need to have a burning desire.

Then I need to take massive action.  

Finally, I got to allow for the gestation period.

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All these must [are] (be) operating within Wu Wei.

Now everything is easy,  The yardstick is no longer based on the old paradigm.  I now have a new reference point.  Just like when there was a shift from the Ptolemaic geocentric model to the Copernicus heliocentric model.  All of a sudden the [the] universe sense of space was expanded 400,000 times larger.

Copernican system, in astronomy, model of the solar system centered on the Sun, with Earth and other planets moving around it, formulated by Nicolaus Copernicus, and published in 1543. ... The Copernican system gave a truer picture than the older Ptolemaic system, which was geocentric, or centered on Earth.

This is my analogy; suppose a native of an island was told that there is a piece of land out there where he can continue walking indefinitely.  He never left the island and he never knew anybody outside his island.  For sure he will not believe the story because all this while, his reference was his island.

Now, suppose we share this idea with a person from the mainland.  He will straight [] (away) believe it because he has many references.

In my case, my reference is the inference made by Copernicus.  Suddenly I have a new yardstick.  My brain is not my mind.  The universe is *no[] just matters.  It is a consciousness.  Just like my mind is an ocean i[s] (in) a drop in the sea of consciousness.

* Coincidently, the radio is playing Dust in the Wind.

Now, I don't have enough scientific knowledge to debate on this topic, I am not a Quantum Physicist.  However, I have enough information to convince myself that beyond my current radius of reality, there is a greater consciousness.

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#traxxfm Merry Christmas and a Great New Year 2022. Do good, do no harm...

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