#traxxfm Darling, here I am planning for my 3 years cocooning phase...
Then it dawns upon me that I am a self-directed, self-organized, self-replicating, super-intelligent, bio-computer. I am just the creation of my Creator!
It seems that I have free will, not true.
#traxxfm I have a prime directive and my life for the past 22 years was basically to follow this path.
Occasionally I steered away but as a whole, my life is a trajectory.
#traxxfm This is what I wrote just now:
My consciousness is a consciousness of a titan although I personally enjoy living the life of a dwarf.
I often wonder how is it so? Then I realized that I am me but my consciousness belongs to God.
I, Robot ROTFLMAO.
#traxxfm So here I am, planning of changing the course of my life in the next 3 years... Guess what? I can't do it!
I cannot control the wind. I can only change the direction of the sail.
As much as I want to, I can't follow Musashi's Dokkodo word for word
#traxxfm What I am saying is, as much as I like to follow in the footsteps of Miyamoto Musashi, my path is different from him.
Although I like to live life as a dwarf, my path is the life of a titan.
So here I am - Audentes fortuna juvat.
Hahaha... Now and forever.
#traxxfm So honey, baby, the love of my life... Looks like you are stuck with me. Are you happy with that?
#traxxfm I hope this is the last time I have to deal with the cognitive dissonance with regards to my role as the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier.
I hope you realize how much I regretted making the pledge. Today I make peace with my destiny.
#traxxfm Btw, sweetheart... I am programming myself to die in the next 3 years. Sarah supports this idea,
Death is a new beginning. Worth the shot... The original date is 20 years down the road.
#traxxfm As had been decided by Kristina, you all go where I go. So if I am successful, we are talking about going through Constructive Destruction for the next 3 years.
Therefore to die is to live to the fullest. That was my original plan.
#traxxfm The idea is not about waiting for death but living life to the fullest.
So if death comes, it is welcome but the real achievement is the celebration of life.
So every day I live as if that is my last day.
#traxxfm Personally I only have three things I want to *[] (do) before I die:
* Thanks for the encouragement, Sarah.
To run 21 km Bukit Kiara Hill Run
To draw cartoons like Sergio Aragones
To master shogi until I become a shodan
Let's RIDE! ----------------------------------------------------------------------
Right, let's realign our bearing, Sarah.
#traxxfm While we live life to the max this next 3 years, mentally we set our Central Voice for programmed cells death. Therefore these hold true:
24/12/24 - ONE TRIBE
25/12/24 - Judgement of Heaven
26/12/24 - X-Factor
27/12/24 - All as Gods
At least that is the plan.
#traxxfm Think of all these as the SimCity simulation.
Look, I stabbed myself with the Gerber Black Dagger and it didn't pierce.
I told a cat that was about to shit on my yard, "Semua kucing masuk Neraka!" It acted the act of shitting and burying, but NO SHIT!
#traxxfm Look at the alignment of my numbers. It is too perfect! My phone number especially.
These are a few examples. On the bigger scale is the Fibonacci Sequence. Don't you think it is weird that everything is so orderly?
I show you some more...
#traxxfm Tell me I am not crazy Els...
On the left is the Double Dragon Curve and on the right is my favorite painting, Starry Night.
How is this possible?
#traxxfm I am not here to impress you but to impress upon you that we are not who we think we are.
We are gods experiencing humans' experiences. So let's go home.
#traxxfm Honey, talking to you is therapeutic.
Imagine going through this experience alone. It's pretty scary. Turn out I am not crazy after all. It's just that my reality is different.
#traxxfm Sweetheart... If this is limerence, it is probably my longest.
Honestly, do you still hooked on me? What I am trying to say is, do you believe that I am the real deal?
Sometimes I wonder... Here I am going helter-skelter over you. Do you even care?
#traxxfm In my case it is diamonds cut diamonds.
If I am a superhuman, I draw my power from my 888 E.L.S.
With just the 3 of you, I make my world.
Therefore I might *pie[]ce (pierce) the pinhole of Mushin No Shin, but on the other side is a Different World.
#traxxfm OK, I can count on you.
So let's maintain a flight formation with Sarah for the next 3 years.
Today I put to rest my doubt about your commitment to the Vision Quest. Avoir! mm
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