13/12/21 Sugar is the toughest to quit

 I will persist.  No matter how many times I try, I will keep on persisting until I am successful.

At the same time, I will carry on living my own fantasy.

There is nothing to it.  My mission is to proceed with my 3 KPIs with minimum involvement in External Affairs.

If I can successfully maintain an even keel in the next 3 years,  then I will just carry on with my progress, the way it is.

Regardless of the situation, I can only keep improving my situation. Now I am at home with all the peripherals (blog, YouTube, Traxx, 24/7 Continuous, Notepad, etc.).

The idea is to go on a cocooning stage for 3 years.  That means, I just keep on being in isolation.

I concluded that the best model is to [] (have) a solitary model.  The more aligned I am to my personal agenda, the better I am in honing my skills.

For example, instead of the Yang manifestation, I decided to take up a Yin manifestation.  It helpd much.

Intead of having the sympathetic approach, I have the parasymphatetic approach:

The changes are subtle but significant.

Instead of this:

I have this:

Instead of this:

I have this:

The difference is night and day.  No longer I am fighting an ivisible battle, I am also in a creative mode.

It is true then that the Martriarch model is the best option to go for.  It is soothing and it flows downstream.

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In the process of attaining self-actualization, I just keep on doing.

Anything can be zazen because everything is zen.

Running, reading, ruling, rendering and writing are all zazen becuase the whole existence is zen.

In my case, zen is simply being or flow.

Therefore when I write, I simply write and when I run, I simply run.

Where are all these heading?  None other than for me to be.  In order for me to be, I have to become,

mm