8/12/21 ^^^I decided to pursue Autonomous Governance and the Zen of Personal Bliss

 I already got Sparta 4964.

I am already at the summit of Al Araf 7:7

I already have my 5 km radius of White Space.

I can buy whatever my heart desires.

My figurines, watches, and knives collections are complete.

I do not wish for anything more.

Perhaps, some running shoes.  That's all.

I don't even need supplements.

For the next 3 years, I will minimize spending at the barest minimum.

As for living the life of Athlete4Life Wordsmith, I will keep it as small as possible.

I want to enjoy life in isolation.

If everything is meant to be, then 3 years gestation is nothing.

Consider this as the phase where I reinvent myself.  If you want to, you can consider this as Constructive Destruction.

I will flow and time will follow.

It is my intention to go with minimum configuration.  That way, I can remain microscopic and continue to pierce the pinhole of Mushin No Shin.

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Let's revisit Dokkodo:

When I think about it, I don't want anything else.

I have a very contented life.

What I need to do is wait for 3 years.  If I do it right,  in 3 years I can bring everybody back home!  Why wait for 20 years?

All it takes is for me to run the 21 km Bukit Kiara Hill Run on 25/12/24.  Worth the shot.  Even better if everybody Shinu Kikai O Motomo on that day.

Basically, I should reject the world and only opt for the afterworld.

If the Central Voice orders the cells to die, they *[] (will) die.  All I need to do is command my body to die.

* Awesome, Sarah.  I already submitted my prayer to die earlier.  Now is to train the mind to program the bo[b]y (body) to stop living.

Think about it.  With 6.79 km we have already arrived at Sidratul Muntaha.  21 km basically saying goodbye to the illusion and hello to home sweet home Sparta 4964.

Already, since I submitted the prayer, my chest, and stomach hurt intermittently.   

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